Those endless lonely paths terminated abruptly
Those hidden tears wiped out suddenly
Those painful losses turned into marvelous victory
Those darkened days got sunshine from nowhere
Those smelly shirts have changed to fresh fragrance
Those stained coffee mugs are filled with warm coffee again
Those terrible falls have been converted to high fly
Just your presence….
My Companion for life, just your presence
Has converted life to a beautiful dream…
They say, falling in love is something, no one can control….
well, Being in love and realizing the changes it presents is the best thing, as a result of uncontrolled fall :-)…
Here are those realizations….
1. Every hardship to keep that feeling alive seems worth.
2. Unknowingly that safe player in you has turned to risk taker.
3. Journey matters much more than destination.
4. What is the most important thing in life and how crazy you can get about it.
5. The difference between casual and sensual touch and how it matters.
6. Everything is possible, every dream is achievable.
Previous part of the story can be read at Part-1.
And finally today was the day, Sahil got a chance to fulfill the wish of Ishu, which Ishita had almost forgot about. Walking on the white, soft sand on the beach, Sahil looked at her. She was lost in her own thoughts. Sahil moved nearer to her and she did not even realize. He softly held Ishita’s hand and she suddenly came out of the thought chain and pulled her hand back. Sahil was taken aback. For a moment, he felt rejected. After all, Ishu was his first love and even after 4 months of close friendship, he did not find a place in her heart. With deep breath, he looked into Ishu’s eyes and found tears flowing…..without thinking; he pulled her in his arms and hugged her tight. Ishita did not try to release herself and allowed tears to flow. Once settled, both set on the sand, quietly.
Sahil was very sure now that something was hidden in Ishu’s heart and he wanted to know. But her tears had moved him. He did not want Ishu to be in tears again. He decided to talk about it some other time. He looked at Ishu again and she smiled.
Thanks Sahil, Ishu
For what?, Sahil
I wanted to be here since so long, wanted to walk on the soft sand without uttering a word and you made it possible, Ishu
But I thought you would be happy. Really, did not like the tears part, Sahil
Ishita looked into Sahil’s eyes and kept looking. What?, he asked with eyes……she smiled poorly and moved her eyes to ocean.
Now, Sahil could not control himself. After all what was that which was making his Ishu so sad. He thought to ask but again dropped the idea. Ishu was just settled and he did not want to make any mistake again. To his surprise, Ishu started,
Sahil, do you know what this beach reminds me of? Ishu
He shook his head and kept looking in her eyes.
I had a childhood friend, Aman. We grew up together and went to same school. While living those teen years, I am not sure when I started liking him. Although I could never tell him that he was more than a friend to me, I had built up a castle about our lives together and filled up so many dreams in it. Aman was very brilliant and got scholarship for Melbourne university and left for Australia, last year. I and Aman were used to be on this beach, just to walk and talk. Since he left, we have almost lost contact. I am not sure whether Aman could never understand my feelings for him but I miss him every moment. I wanted to be here, on this beach, to walk with him, to be with him, to refresh those beautiful memories. Thanks, you made it possible ended Ishu with smile.
Sahil felt a crack in his heart. The one, whom he loved hiddenly, was already loving someone and was waiting for that someone. How can it be possible………he felt to cry out. At the age of 18, when you know that your first love cannot replicate your feelings because someone was already there in her life, it surely hurts……He looked at Ishita again, smiled poorly, got up and started walking towards car……
Again, 623 words L….have to stop here.
Stay tuned to know about next chapter of Sahil and Ishita’s love loop, including Aman’s. Love is so complex and still everyone of us wants to experience and live it for once in life…..strange!!!
Long Distance Relationships…..as they say…
Difficult to live up
Hard to work out
Easy to end up
Illogical to be part of
But again, as they say….
Love is not about distance, It’s about how much the person means to you
Love is not about being together, It’s about creating memories together
Loving someone who is at the other corner of world and what that feeling means…..a brief summary here (I know a book can be written :-)). Being in LDR, love means,
Your thoughts??? 🙂
Streets were empty as my heart
Roads were noiseless as my mind
Home was dark as my future
Walls were daunting as my own shadow
A river of emotion, flowing inside my heart
A mountain of judgements, overtaking my sentiments
A desert of loneliness, scaring my spirits
A sky of hopelessness, making my eyes teary
Meeting and departing
Trying and failing
Fighting and making up
Is a way of living life, they say
God ever considered
My desire, to be with you
My prayer, to live with you
My wish, to explore with you
My dream, to be born for you
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This post has been written in response of A to Z April Challenge 2015.